Cai's Magic Bottle

Trip trip

2006-05-04T02:31:07Z

I.
1. Reply with your name and I will write something I like about you.
2. I will then tell what song reminds me of you.
3. If I were to apply an o'clock to you, I'll tell you what it would be.
4. I will try to name a single word that best describes you.
5. I'll tell you the most memorable moment I've had with you.
6. I will tell you what color you remind me of.
7. I'll then tell you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. Put this in your journal.

II.
1. I’ll respond with something random about you.
2. I’ll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I’ll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.
4. I’ll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I’ll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
6. I’ll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I’ll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal.

Lihim...

2006-05-03T01:41:02Z

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ORANGE AND LEMONS - Lihim

'Di na malilimutan pa
Sa bawat sandaling ako'y iyong hagkan
Ano 'yong mga halik
Sana'y 'wag nang matapos pa
Aking nadarama sa t'wing kapiling ka
Ako'y nasasabik

Sa 'yo lamang ilalaan
Ang isang ligayang walang hanggan
Kahit na nagsasalo tayo
Sa isang kasalanan

Bihag tayo ng panahon
At pagkakataong puno ng pangambang
Ika'y mawalay pa
Sana'y 'wag ngang matapos pa
Aking nadarama sa t'wing kapiling ka
Ako'y nasasabik

Sa 'yo lamang ilalaan
Ang isang ligayang walang hanggan
Kahit na nagsasalo tayo
Sa isang kasalanan

'Di na mahalaga
Ang sasabihin nila
Basta't may pag-ibig
Sa ating dalawa

Sa 'yo lamang ilalaan
Ang isang pagsuyong walang hanggan
Kahit na nagasasama tayo
Sa isang kasalanan
Kasalanan..

"Clem is so hot!!!" i miss this:p

And its Good, isn't it Grand, isn't in Great!

2006-04-28T12:31:24Z

Astig!!! bsahin mo!!!

2006-04-24T03:12:26Z

Hahahaha! Astig!! sana eto an lang yung ginawa ko sa magulang ko! hahahahaha! BASAHIN:

Daddy,
Ipagpaumanhin nyo ni Mommy ang pagsulat ko sa inyo
para ipaalam na akoy
aalis na sa inyong poder.
Ako'y sasama na sa aking bagong boyfriend na si
Mark dahil gusto kong
takasan na kayo ni Mommy. Natagpuan ko na kay Mark
and tunay na pagmamahal
at napakabait nya sa akin, napaka malambing nya
hindi tulad ng iba kong
naging boyfriend. Alam ko na pag nakilala nyo sya ay
magugustuhan nyo din
siya, lalo na ang kanyang mga hikaw, tattoo nya sa
lahat ng parte ng
kanyang katawan at ang pang motorsiklo nyang damit.
Hindi lang sa pagkakaiba nya Dad kaya ko sya mahal
na mahal, eto ay dahil
sa buntis ako at sabi ni Mark na gusto nyang
magkaanak sya sa akin para
lalo kaming sumaya sa aming pagsasama. Kahit na
matanda sya sa akin (42 na
sya Dad, di pa naman matanda sa ngayon and edad nya
diba?) kahit na wala
syang pera, di naman eto hadlang sa aming relasyon,
hindi ba Dad? Syanga
pala Dad, maraming CD collection si Mark, meron din
syang trailer na truck
na kung saan doon kami magsasama, pinakang bahay na
namin ang trailer, at
marami na rin syang stock na panggatong para magamit
namin sa buong buwan
ng taglamig. Totoo na meron pa syang ibang
girlfriend pero alam ko na
magiging tapat sya sa akin sa kanyang sariling
pamamaraan, sa katunayan
gusto nyang marami kaming anak at eto ang isa sa
aking ambisyon. Tinuruan
na nga pala nya akong humithit ng marijuana at
masarap ang pakiramdam, sa
katunayan nagtanim na sya para ipagpalit sa aming
mga kaibigan ng shabu,
ecstasy na gusto namin.
Dad, sana ipagdasal mo na matuklasan na ang gamot sa
AIDS para gumaling na
si Mark, kasi deserving naman sya na gumaling!!
Huwag kang mag alala Dad 15
years old na ako at alam ko na kung paano
pangalagaan ang aking sarili.
Makikita mo Dad, ipagmamalaki mo rin ako at balang
araw bibisita kami sa
inyo para naman makilala mo ang iyong mga apo.
Nagmamahal mong anak,
Irene

PS: Dad, hindi totoo mga sinabi ko sa sulat. Nandito
lang ako sa
kapitbahay, pinapaalala ko lang sa iyo na mas marami
pang dapat ikatakot sa
buhay kesa aking report card na nasa drawer.
Pakipirmahan na lang po at
tawagan ako kung safe na akong umuwi dyan sa bahay.
I love you...

UP? UP! cross fingers Part II

2006-04-21T03:22:35Z

Last tuesday, April 18, pumunta akong UP para magsubmit ng requirements, nung nakita ni Sir Lem yung average grade ko sa card from 1st to 4th year, mababa daw kesa sa requirement nilang 85, dahil 81 lang ako. Then I told him na may theatre experience ako. So sabi niya I should write a letter to see kung papayagan pa ko mag audition. When i went home, sinulat ko na siya. Nilagay ko dun yung theatre experience ko and yung financial crisis nmen. tas yesterday, Thursday, bumalik ako ng UP to submit it to Sir Lem.

...PUMAYAG SIYA!!

woohoo!!! so pina fill-up niya sken on the spot yung application form tas pinagawa niya ko ng essay with the question: How do you see yourself 2 or 3 years from now after finishing a certificate course on Theatre? ang sagot ko is: Kukuha ng Batchelor of Theatre arts degree then after that, i see myself teaching in different schools or organizations so that students that share the same passion for the arts as I do would be insipred to pursue this field. hehehe.

After submitting the app form and essay, he gave me three monologues and told me to choose one for my audition. The other two were tagalog, the other one was about The wife or Amilio Aguinaldo, the other one was about a mom that wanted to keep her child from the wind of a raging storm outside, eh meron pa yung latin prayers kaya binitawan ko agad. haha. I chose the english one.

Excerpt from "IN MY FATHER'S HOUSE"
By Elsa Coscuella

It is in the Japanese occupation in the Philippines. The play is set in Negros (Bacolod) and revolves around the lives of members of a prominent family. Isabel is married to Miguel and they have two children. When the war broke out, Miguel joined the forces to fight the Japanese leaving Isabel and the children to fend for themselves. In a desperate attempt Isabel to find her husband in war torn Negros, Isabel spent several days and nights walking to get to her in-laws. In this scene, her sister-in-law and mother-in-law listen to her recount her ordeal, as they try to comfort her and care for the sores on her feet.

And the rest is for me to memorize. Wah,, im so excited na kinakabahan:) hehehe,, cant wait! may slot is on 1.20 pm on wednesday:) there will be 45 of us auditioning:D yehey, hehe.

_out_

UP? UP! cross fingers

2006-04-06T19:07:30Z

Bakit asar na asar ang english at flipino teachers ko everytime di ako nagpapasa ng requirements?

NAIINTINDIHAN KO NA.

Bakit? Dahil ironically, naniningil ako ng requirements ko galing sa aking mga piling na mga guro. Ok ok, eto ang kwento.

Nagaapply ako sa UP Theatre Arts. Magtatalent test ako dahil unfortunately, di ako pumasa sa written test. Ngunit, bago ako magtest muli, kinakailangan kong magpasa ng mga sumusunod na requirements:

Accomplished Application Form

1 copy full body shot

1 copy bust shot

Photocopy of High school diploma(must present original)

Photocopy of highschool grades(must present original)

3 letters of recommendationfrom highschool teachers/theatre artists

Medical Certificate

Ok, eto status ko sa ngayon: madali lang mag accomplish ng app form, on the spot ko na lang gagawin. Nagpastudio na ko last week. hehe. eto ang kinalabasan:

Full Body(oo na. haha)

Bust Shot

Nasakin na diploma ko, papaphotocopy ko na lang. Nagorder na ko ng grade evaluation sa school which is due to be picked up tomorrow. I got 1 letter from Ms. Jusay. Sa dalawa pa? Yun ang ilang beses ko nang binalikan sa school, including this morning, and all those times, umuwi akong bigo. Wah, dont know what to do anymore, if wala pa rin later,, di ko na talga lam:p goodluck! hehe.

Please pray for me:D Pretty please?:)
My Audition sched is on April 26.
Kung kelangan nyo din ng pagdadasalan ko, just leave a comment here! I'd be glad to pray for you as well:) and sa kung sino mang makabasa na naghahanap ng pagdadasalan:) aylabshu guys:)

bow.

UP? UP! cross fingers

2006-04-06T19:04:25Z

New begginings?

2006-04-02T09:30:39Z

When you study in Assumption kelangan simple, and madaming rules para ma-abot ito. Im not saying na i hated those rules, actually its because of these rules na mas naaappreciate ko ang ibang mga simpleng bagay na di maaaaring gawin pag nasa school. For example:

Magsuot ng panali sa buhok na hindi kulay white, red, o black.

Ang pagsuot ng masyadong magarang mga alahas, ang pwede lang ay simpleng necklace at simpleng pendant.

Ang lumabas sa mga commercial at palabas sa telebisyon o teatro. O kaya naman sumali sa mga beauty contest.

At ang madalas na tanong sayo bago ka grumadweyt ay: "Magwawala ka ba? anong gagawin mo?" you have a choice between: Peircing parts of your body, Getting a tattoo(o henna sa mga less brave(?) hahaha), Mag artista, at Magpakulay ng buhok. Hahaha! so ang pinili ko ay magpakulay ng buhok. Tamang-tama kakauwi lang ng tito ko from the US. kaya nilibra niya ko! woohoo,, i installed red highlights! di siya ganun ka-evident sa pic pero,, hehe,, halata siya in person:)

Official: OLD GIRL.

2006-03-29T17:20:52Z

I am now officially an old girl. Gahh,, sounds crazy even up to now. I'll be missing Assumption Antipolo. I've considered it to be my home for the past 12 years. Im both sad and excited at the same time. Scared for I dont know what my future would turn out to be, will I make it or not? Excited because i feel so hopeful, so liberated to choose where or which direction i want to lead my life to take. Haay,, I just pray that Ill be happy no matter where God leads me. There was one resounding question that people were asking me throughout the eveing: "San ka na?" and i'd repeatedly answer: "Ahh, ehh,, either Miriam or UP. Magta-talent test pa ko sa UP eh." Sounds pathetic. Im going to try my luck to get into Theatre arts. Im going to be auditioning this April __. Well, yeah, i didnt pass, thats the pathetic part. Im like an "ex" that still wants to be involved, begging to get back into a relationship that never even started. :/ ANYWAY! I stilll have my fingers crossed. I'm going to AA tom to gather my requirements. So there,, ill keep you posted(if theres such a thing as someone who reads this aside from me and my yogi) hehe. there,, im gonna head to bed. Gn'yt!

And oh! hhere are some pics form the grad!

Ms. Jusay and I

My lola, my daddy, me, and mom(huli ka!haha)

Ms Manahan, our mommy(our class' TIC)

Manangs, my friends whom i will surely miss.

Update?

2006-03-23T15:01:32Z

A lot has happened since my previous entry so heres more or less a recap of all the aspects of my life:

>Events: Agot's Debut- (AF, fourtress peeps) sa house ni Agot sa Marikina, ako yung unang candle

Fourtress Monthsary- (fourtress peeps) Last march 14, tuesday, walang pasok the following day kaya we had dinner at Super bowl Estwood and headed for quick drinks at OJ's bar.
Sleepover at Denise's- (Den, Me, Niña, Popsy) Yesterday, Wednesday. we went to Big r to buy stuff from the grocery. We bought sisig and chips. We really couldnt decide on emperador or GSM blue so we ended up buying both. hehe. Then we went back to Den's place, after hours of "tipsy dancing", 5 trips to the bathroom, and 1 1/2 hrs of sleep later, we were on our way to school to practice for our graduation on tuesday. Haha! talk about getting wasted on a school night!

>Lovelife: Well, were ok na. We havent talked in person after the fight yet but through texts and calls i told her that my idea of breaking up was merely a childish and not-well thought of decision. Shes part of my system. Di ko na ata matatanggal yun. I love her too much.

>School: This whole week was dedicated to practice for out upcoming graduation on the 28, tuesday! yay! So tiring, so many voicing to songs to memorize. hope we could remember them all when the day comes:p

>Family: I just found out this afternoon that daddy was almost arrested yesterday. While I was at Denise's place, my parents attended this vigil, and our driver, Mang Willie, being the snoop that he is, oveheared a group of police dressed in civillian clothing talking about hot they would apporach and arrest my dad. Mang Willie immediatedly told my parents and they ran to the car while the group of police tried to catch up with them but got caught up with the crowd of people. Super close call. My mom told me that Daddy might have to go to the US first. Shit. I didnt know that fighting for truth and fighting for the sake of our country would push our family to live separately. I am totally not ready for this. I dont spend much time with dad in the first place, what more if he lives somewhere else. :(

Next Scene?

2006-03-13T11:09:39Z

Its the last day of our exams today. Haaay, nostalgic paranoia kicks in my system again. Ilang gabi na kong nangangatog kapag naiisip kong aalis na ko sa pangalawa kong bahay in a span of 2 weeks. Nakakatakot pero at the same time, liberating. So here are a few reasons for me to miss Assumption Antipolo:

> The Lush greenery (haaay, ang sarap ng simoy ng hangin)
> The giant auditorium (many good memories)
> The nice manongs and manangs that treat you as their friends
> The teachers. (some friendly but some hahahaha, nevermind!:D too many to mention:))
> The Pacem Echo Park (para siyang zoo na may butterfly house)
> Alay Kapwa (Its a subject in AA that stresses the importance of hepling those who need help,so we go to a public school and teach for a day, and Gawad Kalinga activities, building houses)
> My Pamulatan (Mga artista sa AA:p hehe, its AA's HS theatre group)
> The Caf (kahit sobrang mahal ng pagkain! ahha)
> My Fourtress (My class IV-3. of course kasama na dun si Miz M. or...Mis S.? hehehehe)
> Foodtrips (woah!! haha,, mga kinakain habang class! hahahaha! si Cara nagkakanin pa!!)
> The yahoo groups (wenk,, wala nang magpopost ng notes sa college!:( )
> The Dreams as a class (hehehe,, balak naming lahat magsenado!! haha,, para um-OK na daw ang pilipinas! haha)
> Mga Retreat and Class encounters (wala atang ganyang sa papasukan kong eskwelahan)
> Morning Talks (meron kaming ritwal tuwing umaumaga, magbabasa ng ebanghelyo ng araw na iyon at mayroong magkkwento ng tingin niya sa ebanghelyo)

And so manymanymany more! I have to get ready for school:) Filipino, Calculus and Economics ang tests namin today kaya goodluck sken!! haha:)

At Last!

2006-03-12T09:21:06Z

Ngayon lang ako sinipag na ayusin to... hehe,, inaamag na di ko pa rin nagagalaw:P hehe

Cai's Magic Bottle

Trip trip

Lihim...

And its Good, isn't it Grand, isn't in Great!

Astig!!! bsahin mo!!!

UP? UP! *cross fingers* Part II

UP? UP! *cross fingers*

UP? UP! *cross fingers*

New begginings?

Official: OLD GIRL.

Update?

Next Scene?

At Last!

UP? UP! cross fingers Part II

UP? UP! cross fingers

UP? UP! cross fingers